PROMISE

a promise....

a promise that done with myself....

im goin to start my new life after 24days.....

since last time i noe tat my mum veli sayang me....

she will jz buy everything for me tat i want....

handphone.......last year march...

i jz bought a hp...

w995 model....

with rm1300.....

after four month because of my carelessness i drop my phone when wana goin to tuition class....

then i cry...

after when my mum cum bac,

she direct fetch me go to the phone shop and buy another new phone for me.....

tat time i veli hapi...

because i duno anything.....

now onli i noe tat.....

holding a new phone....

and mum paid the bill with her salary...

now flash back..i feel tat im so damn........... duno how to think...

another thing...

laptop...

i fight vf her after i finish working...

she ask me still wana continue study or working???

then i said i wan study...

she ask me try to apply nursing college....

im so damn angry tat time.....

but after think for one day....

i send my resume to the college....

and she buy a laptop for me.....

jz because wana to let me to do my thing...........

i really really feel so sorry to my mum......

sorry mummy.....

i will not using ur money in future anymore...

i will gav u money everymonth....

after 3years....

i will drive ur car...

and u dun need to buy a new car for me...

u used the money and buy a car that you wan...

i will paid half of the payment for u....

in future...

no matter how hard..

i will finish my studying with good result...

i will not let ppl look down of me anymore...

i will make u proud of me.....

i will prove it to someone tat im better than you!!

i noe tat my character make u feel like i cnt independent in my life..

and make u alwaz worry bout me....

i noe tat..

i noe my family veli care me....

i noe tat actually...

i jz act duno....

i love and care u all too....

jz like when taking result time....

u all worry me....

alwaz msg me to encourage me....

i will nvr drop my tears infront of u all..

because i dowan see u all sad...worry.....

so i will alwaz show u all my smiling face.....

i promise tat i will takecare myself in future...

so dun need worry me....

a word tat i had been keep in my heart for 18 years........

mummy,papa, jiejie

'' i love you''